Love is punishment

Perhaps it would have been best if i had never met you
If i had been living in another world
If we had been strangers in life
I would not have been left with this pain in my heart
Day by day, forgeting you
Day by day pushing you aside
Buried deeply in my heart
Concealing what i can't openly declare
Want to shout about of my love

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I always believed that love was bliss and happiness
But a love that can't be spoken is a punishment sent form heaven
Just loving you makes my heart fragile and it trembles
And i live wiping away my tears

In my mind i have already forgotten you
In my speech i have already forgotten you
Sometimes drinking myself to a drunken stupor, but afraid that i will speak my love for you
I'm really afraid of that

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Dreaming, will i ever be able to love you?
Crying and weeping myself to sleep every night
Awake, everyday is exactly like the last

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To love is to love you
When you aren't around, stealing a chance to whisper i love you
Afraid that if you heard that, would run away
So in hidden silence, i continue loving you


Your tears will fall down if you heard this song